Well, i've finally made it. I've passed my freshman year at school. Honestly ? this was an accomplishment that i really didnt accept to achieve. I dont know if i should be more upset or happy.
See, the thing is is that while im glad that i dont have to go back to that school [depending on whether or not im able to switch out] i still have alot of memories there. There are certain people, that i would hate to leave. Like my Oxford buddy, my Oreo buddy/Cupcake buddy, My French "group", my Violador. and so many others. I have made so many memories at that school that im begining to questions whether or not i should actually leave. I want to leave, trust me i do, but i want to leave because the school doesnt offer or support my passion of Art. At the same time though, the school did offer me pretty amazing friends, even though it did take me SOME time to make them. They are friends that i surely wouldnt ever want to lose. I mean they may not be my BEST friends, but i still care for them as deeply as im sure they care for me. So, what SHOULD i do ? Should i stay at a school in which i feel somewhat happy, but not enough. Or, should i leave and go to a school in which im pretty sure i will feel happy, and will make friends, but it will be like a major change for not ony me but others as well..... am i making any sense ? i tend to not do that lately. i guess i have to wait and see what happens. see where my life takes me. who knows ? maybe that right decision will come to me today, as im saying goodbye to all my dear friends. i also have no doubt in my mind, that many tears will be shed by the end of today. most of them coming from me.
i believe i have bored you enough with my tiring blog.
until next time.
goodbye freshman(: i dont know when we will ever meet again.
i love you all deeply though.
ciao bella.
luna.
Friday, June 6, 2008
Thursday, February 7, 2008
Mischief Managed(:
So, I guess i've made my decision. No I didnt finish reading the Harry Potter book; though i would have liked to very much. I ended up making the decision to NOT finish reading the book. Sure i know that i am going to find out everything that happened, Lord knows i have already been told more than i would have liked, but i think honesetly, in not reading the rest of the book? i will be doing myself a big favor. Harry Potter has basically saved my life on more than one occasion. And to be honest, i have no intention of ending the book because who know's whats going to happen to me after that? Also, think of my connection with harry potter as a horcrux. End the book, End me. Very simple really. I dont know, i guess its just hard thinking that i will never once attend a Midnight Magic party and wait until of course,midnight to recieve a new edition to the book. I mean thats probably one of the things that most true Harry Potter fans will miss. On the bright side though, In Florida they are currently constructing a Harry Potter theme park so i guess the "magic" will never really diee. But Still, i think that im not only doing whats best for me but whats best for the rest of my life really.
One thing though that really bothers me is when people seem to not care about how important this book is to me. I guess art and literature and magic is just a joke to them. Well, its not a joke to me. Never was, Never will be.
This topic is open for discussion.
Will continue on this later.
Just have to go to sleep tonight.
so mucho amore<3
Luna.
One thing though that really bothers me is when people seem to not care about how important this book is to me. I guess art and literature and magic is just a joke to them. Well, its not a joke to me. Never was, Never will be.
This topic is open for discussion.
Will continue on this later.
Just have to go to sleep tonight.
so mucho amore<3
Luna.
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