Well, i've finally made it. I've passed my freshman year at school. Honestly ? this was an accomplishment that i really didnt accept to achieve. I dont know if i should be more upset or happy.
See, the thing is is that while im glad that i dont have to go back to that school [depending on whether or not im able to switch out] i still have alot of memories there. There are certain people, that i would hate to leave. Like my Oxford buddy, my Oreo buddy/Cupcake buddy, My French "group", my Violador. and so many others. I have made so many memories at that school that im begining to questions whether or not i should actually leave. I want to leave, trust me i do, but i want to leave because the school doesnt offer or support my passion of Art. At the same time though, the school did offer me pretty amazing friends, even though it did take me SOME time to make them. They are friends that i surely wouldnt ever want to lose. I mean they may not be my BEST friends, but i still care for them as deeply as im sure they care for me. So, what SHOULD i do ? Should i stay at a school in which i feel somewhat happy, but not enough. Or, should i leave and go to a school in which im pretty sure i will feel happy, and will make friends, but it will be like a major change for not ony me but others as well..... am i making any sense ? i tend to not do that lately. i guess i have to wait and see what happens. see where my life takes me. who knows ? maybe that right decision will come to me today, as im saying goodbye to all my dear friends. i also have no doubt in my mind, that many tears will be shed by the end of today. most of them coming from me.
i believe i have bored you enough with my tiring blog.
until next time.
goodbye freshman(: i dont know when we will ever meet again.
i love you all deeply though.
ciao bella.
luna.
Friday, June 6, 2008
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